Sunday, March 18, 2007
~ Emotional Meltdown ~
10:41:00 pm
I am not so strong after all...
I really broke down today after all that had happened... I guess my mum's 'scolding' (just cuz I came back home SLIGHTLY late since I had to meet up with a friend to collect school notes!) was the ultimatum... I immediately broke down after I was all alone in my room...
Felt so 'suay' today... My patient collapsed just before passing over of report... Since it's still within my time, I had to stay behind to do the report and handle a couple of things... And at the same time my patient collapsed, I had a new admission...
School is starting tomorrow... It's gonna be a start of another stressful 2 weeks...
I've just asked for a time-off from the relationship with my boyfriend... Honestly, I really feel alone and lonely even though he's there... And I keep on finding faults with him even though he's not at fault... I don't know if this is the best to everything but I guess, a time-off would do us good for now cuz I would stop being harsh to him and finding faults in him...
I am very, very tired... Life is turning upside down for me... And I nearly wanted to pop a whole strip of Piriton cuz all I wanted is to forget all my worries and disappointments... But don't worry... I didn't and I won't...
*Sigh*
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
